I’m finding it a little bit difficult coping with what I’m feeling right now. Actually not so much difficult as it is complicating. There’s a part of me that hopes that we’ll end up being together once again and another part that still questions the intentions of our friendship. I know that now we’re back on good terms and have gotten a lot closer, but why do I feel as if there’s something more? As if there’s still plenty to figure out and solve.

It’s stressing me out how many thoughts are threading from just one idea. And it’s even more stressful not knowing your position and thoughts concerning this or if it even crosses your mind at all. Is it worth bringing it upon you or should I just play it as it goes? Oh, the thoughts that ponder in my head.